I don’t post on here as much as I use to cause I’ve basically come to terms with the fact that I will probably never see you again. Even though I still see you in other people all the time. And I still think about you way more than I should. I still fantasize about everything we talked about doing. I found other ways to express how much I miss you, how much I wish I could call you, text you ask you about your day tell you about mine. I wonder all the time if you think about me. I expect there are probably days you do. And I hope they’re fond memories. I know that there are some that aren’t. I tried a couple years ago to express my gratitude. In a weird way if you do see this. Maybe you can tell me. If you actually got those messages I sent. In that weird particular manner. I hope whatever life brings you. You find happiness and peace. And never forget to smile.